Her breath turned heavy in her lungs.
Hunter.
A SINGLE WORD BLAZED through her mind. Run.
But her instincts demanded something else, and her body listened. She slid into a defensive stance, tasting blood as she bit the inside of her mouth. Every part of her seemed to vibrate, electrified by fear and fervor.
You are an idiot, Lore told herself. She would have to kill him in front of all these people, or find a way to take the fight outside and do it there. Those were the only options she allowed herself to consider. Lore was not about to die on booze-soaked mats in the basement of a Chinese restaurant that didn’t even serve mapo tofu.
Her opponent towered over Lore in a way she tried to pretend she didn’t find alarming. He had at least a six-inch advantage despite her own tall frame. His simple gray shirt and sweatpants were too small, stretching over his athletic form. Every muscle of his body was as perfectly defined as those men she’d seen on her father’s ancient vases. The mask he wore was one of a man’s raging expression as he released a war cry.
The House of Achilles.
Well, Lore thought faintly. Shit.
“I don’t fight cowards who won’t show their faces,” she said coldly.
The answer was warm, rumbling with suppressed laughter. “I figured as much.”
He lifted the mask and dropped it at the edge of the ring. The rest of the world burned away.
You’re dead.
The words caught in her throat, choking her. The crowd jostled Lore forward on the mats, even as she fell back a step, even as she fought for air that wouldn’t seem to come to her. The faces around her blurred to darkness at the edge of her vision.
You’re supposed to be dead, Lore thought. You died.
“Surprised?” There was a hopeful note in his voice, but his eyes were searching. Anxious.
Castor.
All the promise in his features had sharpened and set as the fullness of youth left his face. It was startling how much his voice had deepened.
For one horrible moment, Lore was convinced that she was in a lucid dream. That this would only end the way it always did when she dreamed her parents and sisters were still alive. She wasn’t sure if she would be sick or start sobbing. The pressure built in her skull, immobilizing her, suffocating whatever joy might have bled through her shock.
But Castor Achilleos didn’t vanish. The aches from Lore’s earlier fights were still there, throbbing. The smell of booze and fried food was everywhere. She felt every drop of sweat clinging to her skin, racing down her face and back. This was real.
But Lore still couldn’t move. Couldn’t look away from his face.
He’s real.
He’s alive.
When a feeling finally broke through the numbness, it wasn’t what she expected. It was anger. Not wild and consuming, but as sharp and ruthless as their practice blades had once been.
Castor was alive, and he’d let her grieve him for seven years.
Lore swiped a glove across her face, trying to refocus herself, even as her body felt like it might dissolve. This was a fight. He’d already landed the first blow, but this was the person who had once been her best friend, and she knew the best way to hit him back.
“Why would I be surprised?” Lore managed to get out. “I have no idea who you are.”
A flicker of uncertainty passed over Castor’s face, but it vanished as he raised an eyebrow and gave her a small, knowing smile. Beside her, several men and women in the audience trilled and began to whisper.
There was no way to send him out without making a scene, and there was no way she was letting him out of this basement completely unscathed after everything that had happened. Lore turned to give the signal to Frankie, hoping that no one could see her heart trying to pound its way out of her chest.
The bell rang. The crowd cheered. She lowered into a fighting stance.
Go away, she thought, staring at Castor over the tops of her gloves. Leave me alone.
He hadn’t cared enough to try to find her in the last seven years, so what was the point of this? To mock her? To try to force her to come back?
Like hell he would.
“Please be gentle.” Castor raised his hands, glancing down at a split in one of his borrowed gloves. “I haven’t sparred in a while.”
Not only was he alive, he’d finished his training as a healer instead of a fighter, as planned. His life had played out exactly as it was meant to, without her there to interrupt it.
And he had never come to find her. Not even when she’d needed him most.
Lore stayed light on her feet, circling around him. Seven years stretched between them like the wine-dark sea.
“Don’t worry,” she said coldly. “It’ll be over quick.”
“Not too quick, I hope,” he said, another grin tugging at his lips.
His dark eyes caught the light of the bulbs swinging overhead, and the irises seemed to throw sparks. He had a long, straight nose despite the number of times he’d broken it sparring, a jaw cut at perfect angles, and cheekbones like blades.
Lore threw the first punch. He leaned to the side to avoid it. He was faster than she remembered, but his movements lurched. As strong as his body appeared, Castor was out of practice. It made her think of a rusted machine struggling to find its usual flow. As if to confirm Lore’s suspicions, he leaned a little too far and had to check his balance to keep himself from stumbling.
“Are you here to fight or not?” she growled. “I get paid by the match, so stop wasting my time.”
“I wouldn’t dream of it,” Castor said. “By the way, you’re still dropping your right shoulder.”
Lore scowled, resisting the urge to correct her stance. They were already losing their audience. The basement floor shuddered as the crowd stomped their feet into a driving beat, trying to force a change in the tempo of the fight.
Castor seemed to read the room correctly, or he’d gotten splattered by enough drinks, because his face set with a newfound focus. The lightbulbs kept swinging on their chains, throwing shadows. He wove in and out of them, as if he knew the secret to becoming darkness itself.
He feinted right and launched a halfhearted punch at her shoulder.
Fury painted Lore’s world a scalding white. That was how little he respected her now. He didn’t see her as a worthy opponent. He saw her as a joke.
Lore slammed a fist into his kidney, and as his body curled, her left hand clubbed his ear. He staggered, eventually dropping to a knee when he couldn’t regain his footing.